Tru Confessions - Version Two: Bloody Rose

relaxed// october 25,2003 - 8:30pm

wow yesterday was such a umm.. a great day got to chill with my girls all day! cuz there was no school! which i so totally eeded after what happened on thursday! i think im going to fail english..i hate my english teacher..i dont think anyone in my class does! damn im getting such low makrs and gah i dont want to get my report cards..which i'll get in like 5 weeks ahh! damn i got so much stress from that on thursday. but yesterday so totally cooled me off! haha yah got to chill all day with my girls..watched a movie at 2pm up town girls! ahah man that movie was ok i guess..but it haed very bad filming haha you could see the microphones! then we went to my friends house and chilled all night, i stayed there til; 10:30pm...oh and i got to drive with my dad earlier that day, which was so not as scarry when i was driving with my mom. i couldnt turn i was either to wide, late, or to early..haha but yah it's all good i got to drive again with my dad today which was even better then yesterday, i practiced on my turns =) i think im getting better. and i get my actual in car lessons from a driver instructor at 12 tomorrow so yaay...haha yah but im like scared! hmm yah and i went to work at 12-4pm my back hurted so much from standing that whole time. then went home and did some of my chores...gonna finish tomorrow.. ahh and blah homework blah science rview on atoms and elements..hehe and i forgot it i might do some tonite or tomorrow whatever depends on how i feel..but yah knowing me prob'ly gonna finish it tonite! well yah today and yesterday wasnt as i expected cuz recently i've been feeling down and stuff yah and yah these past two days has just been such a help to calm me down, i hope tomorrow is better! =)

messed up// october 22,2003 - 6:00pm

k..today was going so good when i went to school, no pain and the feeling of lonlines. but when i got home..just talking to my parents its just so hard..i can never act the way they want me too..i try yes i do..but i juss cant be right for them. they expect so much from me cuz my brother is such a bum! cant do nothing right he's always off somewhere having fun and doing bad stuff. and im at home working my ass off on school just to please my parents. my brother doesnt even care about them all he cares about in this world is himself and no one else! so yah im so annoyed buy him. as lone as he gets what he wants nothing else matters to him. i betcha if i die or any of his family he wouldnt care. kay maybe he will but yah iunno im just saying what i feel. no one knows me not my friends, or family.kno one knows how i feel, no one can relate to what i say and no one will...

ahhh :'(// october 20,2003 - 5:44pm

man life is getting so hard! i hate it...i think im going to fail english this year and im like one of those above 80% students who is good in school..but this year is getting hard... i hate english cuz i dont like the teahcer...i dont even think she likes me damn...i got sploted up with a friend today cuz we kept on talking so we all got a seating plan! and in science thats a bit easy but hard at the same time today was easy we just watched a movie...twister... and in gym..ahhh im so lonely i think im gonna fail that too cuz i hardly participate whenone of my friend keeps skipping it..i would skip it to but i dont skip! ahh! man just this whole day is not my day. no one even talks to me much anymore..its like hey daisy bye daisy. damn can we like have a conversation. but whatever if it is my fault then tell me guys cuz yah im so clued out. oh man and vocal jazz...damn i get it and all but at times when people ask questions i just get so confused. this whole day has been just so damn saddening me with confusing. i think im getting stressed out. like seriousely why bother trying to get noticed (and i try so hard just to) when in the end everything just goes back to the way its suppose to be. which is me, alone in this sad life of existence...

-_-// october 18,2003 - 10:14am

hmm..well my cousins didnt come yesterday! which sucked so much cuz they were busy. so yesterday was just my original plans. well gonna take my picture today at 2..and parents arent even home yet...they went to the farm. blah then i got work at 4 - 7. eww..i dont think i can buy what iw anted to buy today..phat farms! man and i've been wanting them since last year...just to poor to buy..ahah and now that i got a job...but i still never got payed yet.
continued @ 12:45pm gash parents arent still home, and brother just went to work so im all alone =( which i am not surprised to see! eww..im think unpositive aain..but hey thats me! lonely sad unpositive girl! o well its not like anyone even reads this so i can write all i want no one will even read it. cuz seriouely who would be interested in reading about my life. no one knows how i feel..not my family, or friends. even if they doask whats wrong with me i just tell them nothing and im so called "tired" so that they wont worry about me and my stupid damn worthless problems. see i make up problems for no reason and i dont kno why. one minute i can be happy and glad and then next thing you kno it im all sad for no aparent reason, which is so weird. blah i guess thats just life.

TGIF// october 17,2003 - 4:37pm

yes it's friday! man today is not like any other friday i didnt really feel like going out today. so im gonna stay home and stuff my face with food and watch a movie =) yes sounds like a plan! ahaha plus theres like no homework from school...kay maybe just one for drivers ed! ahahah yah but thats easy...well a bit hard cuz its an oral presentation. the hard part is just presenting it yah but o well! anywayz umm...i got work tomorrow gah! i've only been to work 2 days and im getting lazy to go...ahah! i think its cuz of what happened last time 6 hours i cant do that! im glad tomorrow im only working for 3 hours. and i better work at the fries station. cuz i dont like working at the til. to scared! man i get nervous when people order..cuz im slow when i get their orders..blah its so hard! o well practice makes perfect!
continued @ 6:42anywayz yes i found out that my cousins are coming over yes another family chillage! i always get one every week! its so fun..especially going to my cousins house..cuz my house is boring, no satilite and stuff blah so gay but my cousins has..so i watch their and play with my cousins! very fun yup yup..now all i gotta do is wait. hmm..lately i've been feeling unsad! which is good but im scared..cuz this means that soon im gonna feel sad which sucks ass..iunno i have a serious problem... i guess i should just enjoy what i have now before its all gone again...

tired -_- // october 15,2003 - 9:37pm

man work was a b*tch yesterday..i was so cashed when i got home...i got to home from school at 4...had a little snack, then got ready. went to work at 4:45 and started at 5. i had 4 hours of standing and working around k it was nice and easy..then my break i had to stand and stuff cuz the crew room was being used for a meeting. then when i got back on to stand some more and work..damn after and hour of working my back and legs were aching so much! and i didnt get off till 11! i was so happy damn 6 hours of standing. i got home at around 11:30 then just went to bed. i was so happy that i had a late start the next day for school =) yah man and school was so blah today. glad i had a spare right after lunch! went to freinds house and just slept there till me last class. which is drivers, which such a total drag..we watched a movie on true stories about car accidents...damn it was scarry ish! ahaha yah it was after seeing that movie at my friends house err.. to much gross stuff today aahah! o well it was ok.

finished ^_^ // october 13,2003 - 4:35pm

yaay, im finally done =) so happy. blah but the sucky part is i dont got time to really go on here as much cuz of school and work! boo =( oh well i still got weekends! yes..oh man i need a theme name for my site like my last one was love...now i need another one for this one i cant think of one...blah!

=) // october 11,2003 - 5:21pm

yes finally i have a new layout! =) still needing some updating though socyah come back again when its actually done!

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